Distracted But Focused

[Dutch Lock Down Day One Hundred Ninety Five]

Photo by Gia Oris on Unsplash

Feeling a million times better today, but also a million steps to go.

Feels good to progress.

#BabySteps

But first the news:

I was a little bit scared going to sleep last night.

I lost SO MUCH time to screens, it was harder to fall asleep, and my belly felt, well, Not Good ™.

And while the night seemed just as restless as all the nights before, I woke up feeling, well, REFRESHED.

That doesn’t meant I woke up at five, no – definitely still woke up at six forty five, but I could actually get out of bed with some energy.

As opposed to a child’s painful elbow to my chest.

But, for example, just now I was writing this post, but then I thought I’d write down speeches I want to put together and got distracted by YouTube and now I’m back.

Yesterday, though, I might’ve just stayed on YouTube, drowning in a rabbit hole.

Today there are moments of awareness.

I’ll take it.